Re: Recovery, Placement, and Training

by **The Chibi Heroine** Tue Sep 08, 2009 11:58 pm

"I don't know......," she was quiet, and strangely not thrilled by it. She wanted to protect and be there for Reox but she didn't want attention drawn to herself, she didn't want to exist anymore in a visible form. She wanted to vanish from knowledge, and stay safe near or inside Reox to keep her safe from what endangered her. Doxor had scarred her, made her afraid to try to live again at all. Her emotional wounds was nearly as bad as the astral ones he left her with, deep and dark as hell for the little girl and she tried to hide this all while feeling every bit.

by **Reox War** Wed Sep 09, 2009 12:24 am

Reox pondered this before he touched ehr gently and blinekd as he could actually feel her it wasn a complealty SOLID prescence but he could feel ehr and touch her "I know your scared Chibi...but it'll be okay.

by **The Chibi Heroine** Wed Sep 09, 2009 12:57 am

Her eyes gently lowered but this couldn't be seen, and at first the touch surprised her and made her jerk away. She wasn't afraid of Reox being able to touch her and she trusted him but it was hard to not be afraid of being touched after the last time she'd spent her time being physical, tortured nearly into an oblivion of pure pain, a horrid memory etched into her being because she'd never forget it like Reox would never forgive it. She couldn't deny it, she was scared, "I don't want to live again anymore......"

by **Reox War** Wed Sep 09, 2009 11:44 am

"..." Reox didn't say anything as he felt his heart clench; instead he carefully pulled her into a firm but gentle hug while in Morph for and her in her new form and stroked her hair gently "I know...I don;t blame you" He said softly "We'll work your fears out together okay?"

by **The Chibi Heroine** Thu Sep 10, 2009 3:22 pm

She wanted to be able to do what she felt, she felt as if she wanted to swallow and just have everything go away that kept coming back to her. Reox made her feel like it could, he made her feel safe like nothing could have gotten to her had she not done something wrong like ran off on her own. She didn't feel his blame that he seemed to feel, for her she'd been far away from him and that had been a bad thing for her but it couldn't be blamed on him cause she was the one who did it, it had been her fault all the bad stuff had been set up to happen.

by **Reox War** Thu Sep 10, 2009 3:55 pm

Reox cradled her for as long as he could but eh couldnt hold a mroph form for too long dso he was forced to swuitch from fire to wind.

by **The Chibi Heroine** Thu Sep 10, 2009 4:15 pm

She felt the wind blow some of the fire, still exposing that underneath the flames her astral form was still there, the element was just plastered and stuck to it. She softly said, "I'm okay now..."

She was doing better but it was hard for her to forget what she wanted to forget, she had lost memories and aspects of herself she had never wanted to but the bad always stay with her, cursed her, no wonder as a spirit she was melancholy and depressed, who wanted to remember the WORST of life AND death?

by **Reox War** Thu Sep 10, 2009 4:35 pm

"Okay" He said a she pet ehr head and smiled

by **The Chibi Heroine** Thu Sep 10, 2009 5:09 pm

She seemed to hold up her hands and glance at them, front and back, as if trying to figure out how this happened and how it could be UNDONE, she couldn't possess people on fire, she'd kill them.

by **Reox War** Thu Sep 10, 2009 8:38 pm

Reox tapped her head and began touching her gently to see if she;d turn into the wind element just like shes turned to fire, but all it seemed to do was extringust the fire a little.

by **The Chibi Heroine** Thu Sep 10, 2009 8:52 pm

"It felt cold when you did that.....," it made her slip her astral form over his morph form and then the flames went out and she returned to normal except now she had a wind skin clinging to her form. It seemed to be that she had to feel the ENTIRE element to become versed with how to make it into a surrogate or replacement body - a husk of sorts - something for her to exist in.

by **Reox War** Thu Sep 10, 2009 9:08 pm

"The wind is always cold" He said softly with a faint smile as he watched her change "It looks like you can become different elements" He said with a grin" Hmm" He said before he smiled.

by **The Chibi Heroine** Thu Sep 10, 2009 9:58 pm

"That's not very useful," she frowned softly though in the wind made it harder to see her features because her astral image was a clearer projection then something you could feel but not see well, "You can do the same thing."

So what use would there be for her if Reox could do everything she could and more, some power and ability. She wanted to sigh, this only made her hate her mutation more.

by **Reox War** Thu Sep 10, 2009 10:09 pm

"Yeah I know but its a start to tapping into your powers, dont be so negative" he said befor ehe toucvched ehr again and she turned into a water husk form at the same time as him.

by **The Chibi Heroine** Thu Sep 10, 2009 10:17 pm

"What good is it then.......I knew I died for something stupid....."

by **Reox War** Thu Sep 10, 2009 10:41 pm

"Hey!" Reox poked her head making the water wobble in ehr body "Dont talk like that alright?"

by **The Chibi Heroine** Thu Sep 10, 2009 10:45 pm

It was no secret she hated her mutation, hated her death being caused by it, and her forced reliance on using her mutation to survive but she had been hoping she would have something more, something useful to Reox, everybody else seemed useful and she just.....wasn't.

by **Reox War** Thu Sep 10, 2009 10:52 pm

"Look these forms of yours dont SEEM like much but they can be useful if you control them on your own" He said softly "Your not the only one who hates their mutation CHibi, everyone does but we have to live with it, you and me both okay?"

by **The Chibi Heroine** Thu Sep 10, 2009 11:05 pm

She nodded slowly, taking in what he said with an almost serious gaze, this was the childish part of her she didn't want to be told to just live with it or to be patient but it was all that was offered to her in what was left of her existence, "I don't see how. . . ."

Patience wasn't at best a virtue you found inside a child and Chibi was no exception to this rule, whether dead or alive.

by **Reox War** Fri Sep 11, 2009 12:27 am

"Practise makes perfect; as boring as that soudns your not suddenly goign tog et any better at any of your powers.

by **The Chibi Heroine** Fri Sep 11, 2009 12:36 am

"My boring powers that you can already do.......," it might have gone over Reox's head but the reason she was there had always been for him after she'd gotten attached, the only reason she was trying to learn cause she wanted to help Reox and somehow it was a let down to not find out she was able to do something spectacular or helpful. Her tone was making it more obvious, she was disappointed in herself and a bit disheartened. She didn't see her use or how she could protect and be there for Reox in a helpful manner if she did what Reox did and he could do it better then her

by **Reox War** Fri Sep 11, 2009 12:52 am

Reox frowned at that; he could tell she was disappointed "Hmmm...CHibi...have you ever tried to...change the shape of your body?" he asked after a moment's thought "After all your a spirit you think you;v e be able to change your body into different forms because its versatile"

by **The Chibi Heroine** Fri Sep 11, 2009 1:09 am

She shook her head, she just knew it wasn't one of her powers, she was restrained to the form she died as, of course she could cram her whole body into a car or a bike or something as small as a paint can but she couldn't shapeshift as an astral.

by **Reox War** Fri Sep 11, 2009 1:32 am

Roex frowned at that "Hmmm"...

by **The Chibi Heroine** Fri Sep 11, 2009 2:39 am

"I don't think there is anything left.........I'm not very strong I guess."

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